Can I ?

Faith. Trust. Believe.

Can I think the way I think I am?

Can I speak it out loud?

Can I ask you to speak it out loud?

Can I release this Persona and showing up my true colors?

Can I do whatever I want to do?

Can I claim just based on assumptions?

Can I stop calculating and just fall freely?

Can I happily greet these butterflies without any worries?

Or,

Should I just keep pretending?

Should I just act stupid as if I can’t feel anything?

Should I just leave it be and let it fade away just like that?

Should I think this is totally nothing and conclude that it’s my brain’s fault who stupidly making me feel like a total dumb?

Should I ask you a question?

Can I trust you?

(Gha, Desember 2012)